even the smallest things, like whether or not to get that bagel from corner bakery (i did) to even saying hi to someone that is in one of my classes when he walked by (i didn't), i cannot ever seem to make up my mind. perhaps that shall be my new year's resolution. but i'm always afraid of making the wrong decision, like the one i am currently living in. i love friends who will simply tell it as it is, and ask you straight up- why the hell did you do that? and the answer is...? i don't really know. call it curiousity, call it a need for independence...this decision is one that ties my stomach in knots with regret pretty much every day. but i don't really know what i want right now....i have on & off moments..like today, talking about PR with my amazing professor, professor levy, the excitement in his eyes talking about it made me excited, and what a coincidence i had just turned in a paper to the registrar to officially make me shawna- major: communications, minor: PR. getting the email for the communications honor society, a place with people like me, people who love their major, and possibly are...smart? actual smart people at cu? i've got to see it to believe it. and indecisive about the next president? when i go on glassbooth.org, i get..MCKINNEY?? good lord, what's wrong with me?
that is all for today...rant officially over.
ps- is it bad i wanted to throw my precalculus textbook at her when she was sleeping?
2 comments:
yayy indecisive =]
i'm looking forwrad to our move into the white house/jo bros easter celebration.
and p.s. please throw a book at her. then let me rifle through her stuff more (i hope that was who you were talking about...)
i love your indecisiveness.
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i'm that way, too.
and who were you talking about?
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